well here we are again, stuck in a void, a trench of sorts, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel, we just have to stick to the path of richeousness, to become, to be free, to fly.

but how do we fly? first we have to grow wings.and how do we do that. that is the ever burning question in my mind, how to fly, how to hope, how to.... grow . And grow into what.

Now that is a scarry thought what are supposed to become (grow into). I thought i knew from a young age but I was wrong and now my whole world is crumbling from inside out. and I feel lost to do anything about it.

How can i be free if i can't become. How can i become if I'm not free. How?